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Mar. 28th, 2002 11:56 amToday was the date of Alex's funeral.
I didn't go. The few memories I have of him are good ones and I don't want to change that. Not now.
Some people asked me why I'm so upset, "You barely knew him". Alex was one of those guys who stood out from the crowd. At SFYs I could always pick him out. He was also 18 and probably getting ready to go on a mission.
This has now become the worst month in my life. The world has something against me and I don't know what it is. I wish I did.
I didn't go. The few memories I have of him are good ones and I don't want to change that. Not now.
Some people asked me why I'm so upset, "You barely knew him". Alex was one of those guys who stood out from the crowd. At SFYs I could always pick him out. He was also 18 and probably getting ready to go on a mission.
This has now become the worst month in my life. The world has something against me and I don't know what it is. I wish I did.
